Busy as a bee...

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say,
but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.


How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away;
find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away;
find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

been rather busy lately..trying to catch my breathe. Running ard..school, home..meetings, briefings..Gosh! RAT race..WAH! its tommorrow btw. After this..can take a breather for 3 weeks before work on the REAL thing, Adventure Trail Challenges commences. ~arghz

but apart from all the work..there's always time for fun!!! so it was off to dbl o last nite. Guess its true that Aero pple aren't much of club go-ers. They just aren't warmed up to the idea of getting yourself high on booze and shaking your booty on the dance floor. Its just illogical by their standards. Oh well, perhaps that's why i'm considered one of the stupider one in the course. Gosh, and now the truth comes clean...

So i was dancing with serene and pingting... and i realised tt I was infact surrounded by couples.. couples entangled in each other. Kissing, touching dancing..as though they were submerged in a world of their own, oblivious to the onlooking stares. I was jealous. Suddenly I felt so lonely. Guess it has been quite some time that I've gone clubbing with my gfs and not my bf. All of a sudden I missed him...
Woke up early this morning to the excited shrills of a hysterical girl over the phone. It was an overseas call from hongkong! Karen..haha..my gurl.. 2nd time in a row I am helping her to register her subjects. pss...you owe me big time..WAHAHA. But then again..I would do anything for this gurl. A very good friend of mine... gladly listen to her whinings everyday; about the numerous pimples popping out on her flawless skin and her cramps..Haha. Love ya Babez..enjoy yourself in Japan!

Karen...the bimb-bitch??? hehe

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